One of my family members, who has had a personal blog, and who has made periodic blog postings for the last several years, has decided to stop doing that. Below is a recent message I got, responding to a message from me, saying how sorry I was to hear that news about my family member's blog, since I have been reading those blog postings, regularly, and have really been enjoying them:
I find that blasting things out into digital outer space is not very gratifying. I was working for a tech company in Berkeley in the early nineteen nineties and the CEO called us all in for a meeting one afternoon and told us that “One day we’ll have a computer that we can hold in our hands. It will also be a camera and a phone.” He was so enthusiastic about how great that was going to be. In my opinion, au contraire....
There were so many great letter writers in history and I think those more personal and deep exchanges were much more interesting than what’s out there now. It’s such a wasteland and there is little direct connection made between people any more. I wonder if people are just getting stupider and stupider all the time. They are definitely more isolated, despite all the “social media.” It really should be called antisocial media.
I’m reading a book by Ross King called The Bookseller of Florence. It’s a biography of an intellectual from the Renaissance who collected manuscripts of the ancient Greeks and Romans. Those guys, both the ancients and the Renaissance ones, sat around thinking about and discussing much more intriguing questions than most of the people I know do now.
Well, I definitely agree about the virtues of personal letter writing, and that communications as currently practiced, "online," are not nearly as satisfactory as either direct personal conversation, or personal correspondence. But.... as someone who has been blasting out my own blog postings every day since January 1, 2010 (more than sixteen years), this message from my family member has certainly made me pause and reflect. What the heck do I think I am trying to accomplish with my blog postings? And am I accomplishing it - or accomplishing anything else worth doing?
As I have reported (and more than once), the main reason that I write out these blog postings each day is to be sure that I "think" about things that come to my attention - mainly from the newspapers and books I read, and sometimes from conversations with other people, or events, and sometimes from "internal" conversations I am having with myself. In other words, I am not attempting to correspond with anyone, or to have a "conversation," when I write out a blog posting. I am just using the "writing it out" process as a way actually to "think" about something that I believe is likely to be important. I could be wrong, of course, but if I didn't document the thoughts that come to me, by writing them out, I am not sure that I would really have those thoughts at all!
Anyway, that is the "purpose" I am, and have been, attributing to my daily blog postings. Those blog postings are my way of thinking about things I believe are important. That makes at least some sense to me, but then why should I "publicize" my thinking by sending out my blog thoughts for the world to review? Why not just write down my thoughts in a notebook, each day, and keep a file?
Actually, I did do that, in the past, before the online world emerged, and I still have a number of my notebooks, but when I have reviewed those, I have not found them to be very "articulate." By writing out my thinking on a daily basis, and publicizing my thoughts, I believe that I really am improving the quality of my thinking. I'd be embarrassed to "publicize" some thought that wasn't given serious attention, and that wasn't expressed as well as I could express it, so going through the process of making my thoughts available to anyone who might want to read them does help me better to articulate my thinking.
As time has passed, I have come to realize that I actually do not have thousands of separate "thoughts" (16 years of thoughts x 365 days per year = 5,840 individual blog postings - and counting). Instead, I realize that I keep coming back around to a few fundamental beliefs that I have come to think are thoughts worth having. For instance, I really do think it is important that we try to understand our personal/political power within the arena of what I call the "Human World," or the "Political World," and that we appreciate that we are fundamentally constrained when we act in the "World of Nature." I also think it is important that we understand that "self-government" (if we want to keep it) does require us, as citizens, to be personally involved in the political process - and not just by way of voting every couple of years, as important as that is. Comparing our present day politics to politics during the time I served on the Santa Cruz County Board of Supervisors (1975-1995), we seem to be losing that thought! Voting "Red" or "Blue" is not quite the same thing as the kind of personal involvement I am talking about!
In conclusion, my long-established practice of thinking about what's going on (and about what ought to go on), and by writing out my thoughts in a daily blog posting and publishing it, really does help me understand what I think - and what I am willing to do about it!
I am going to continue writing out my daily blog postings. I am not going to quit, but family members, and friends, and others are definitely invited to correspond with me personally, should they want to do that. I will respond!
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